Skynard!

OK so I must be PMSing big time because the other day I cried to a Skynard song. It was like the time I started crying to a bad Elvis song and then I just started laughing because I realized how hysterical that is! Anyway L and Z are coming in tomorrow from Texas, and they're driving all the way from Nashville and couldn't even get a room in Athens so they have to stay in Winder. Eek! So LG and I really have to make it worth their while. To be honest, I'm looking very forward to seeing them again, I know it will be fun like the last time, however I just hope I'm up to it. I warned them in advance that I was agoraphobic all summer so--plus, they have dealt with this before on account of J.
Last time, they gave us photos J had taken before she died and it was really touching. We didn't know they would do that. So this time I burned 2 CDs of my own songs since L seems to like the ones she's heard online. It's not much, but I think it'll be cool. I do feel hesitant about playing them the song I wrote for J though. Whenever I'm sad I've noticed I write upbeat songs and vice-versa. So, after J died I put sad lyrics to a happy tune--probably so I didn't get so depressed. Now I've told L I wrote the song and she insists on hearing it. I hope no one thinks it's disrespectful. I'm going to alter the lyrics a little. I don't know how I'll feel if I have to play that song live for all of them, especially since I knew J the least.
I'll miss the first Sox v. Cards game but it'll be okay. E will come over and watch and update me on it all.
Small argument between he and I tonight about the Bill O' Reilly thing. Neither of us is a fan but he takes it overboard. Sometimes I just need to quarrel I guess and he does too.
I'm going to try and vote early, probably on Monday, so I don't have to wait all day in line on the 2nd.
All week has been spent on legal work and trying to figure out what to do about the nuns in PA. Also, heard from Sebby which was pretty neat, although we've been playing phone tag forever now. He's "other me" so virtually everything I do, he does--ergo, not really calling me back half the time.
I don't know what to do about this Orthodox boy. He calls me a LOT and I actually like the attention but I think I'm starting to take him for granted. Plus, I really don't see a relationship ever happening between us, so maybe it's best to just taper it off now? Yeah, just another tactic of mine to weasel out of caring for someone!
Another long entry. It's 530am and I need to get to bed. I don't know how I'm going to wake up for L and Z tomorrow.
Also, my "limey" is giving me some more attention now that he's going to move over here. I brought him into a chat room with E and Ems and I think it irritated him a bit. E and Ems can be tough to impress and most of the attention was focused on the three of us. Ah well, he'll get over it!
Yeah yeah, I know, for someone who's got no romantic life there's a lot of boy news all the time. Just something to keep my mind off reality! :)
S is online, he's up too late, too. I really hope I can get some music going with him again now that he's back in Athens. I still think he's the most talented musician I've ever met--I DO get somewhat competitve around him though, which I need to stop. I have mixed feelings about music right now anyway.