nevermind the furthermore the plea is self defense

I found Brian Nichols and plan to write him a letter tonight. I don't know how I feel about this. I know how this sounds, believe me, I do. If I weren't me I'd think I was crazy. I am me and I think I'm crazy!
Brian Nichols is the only prisoner I know of that I actually fear. Maybe that's why I need to do this. I need to push myself to the limit to understand how frightening some people can be. Because as it stands right now I'm too calm behind bars, too self-assured and stupidly-naive.
Maybe Brian Nichols will change that.