Other Me

"Oh no! Don't you see what's going on here? All my life I've been looking for me!!! And now I've swept myself off my feet!"--Jerry Seinfeld

Just talked to Sebby online for a couple hours. Sigh. That guy does something to me. I get all giddy and want to attack him. Don't know if that's a good thing or not. Hmm. He'll be back in NY in about a week, getting his old job back at Starbucks. Now he wants to send me chocolate from there plus a photo of him with Jim C. He'd better do it. The thing about Sebby is, he really is ANOther Me. We have everything in common (except he loves the Yankees and I love the Braves) but the scary thing is: since we ARE each other, could we ever really be WITH each other? I mean, I like myself all right (apparently), but would I really want to date me? I'm unpredictable, I can't make up my mind, and I'm all over the place. Me x 2 could be the disaster of the century.
Thankfully, dating him isn't really a serious reality since he will be up in NY and I haven't moved there yet; but what if I do? And what if...?
Aw, shucks! These Sicilian men are killer!
I really irritate me sometimes, grrrrrrrrrrrr....